Yo i can finally present you my own artbook [KALEIDOSKOP]. Some of you already waited, i hope you can collect some money and get it. I already got myself a copy and it looks really good, though i made some mistakes with the font and there are some white edges where they shouldn't be. But please don't expect this artbook to be produced professionally anyway, since i made everything by myself. It's not as neat as [Freestyle] *laugh* but at least IT'S A BOOK XD.

On these 144 pages you can find a lot of my recent artwork in intuitive order. I tried to connect them by their contents and not by chronology. Paintings, drawings and a lot of photography - especially shots from Siberia - are included. Also there's an extra, a written brainstorm-essay kind of text about "why i make art", which i posted here on Dec 23, 2007 i think.

There's a lot of Arashi fanwork by the way hehe, but of course not only. For those who get to read this and aren't familiar with my art might want to check out my deviantART gallery.

I uploaded my files at lulu (self-publishing company), and they print it for me yo. If you purchase a copy, you just pay lulu for printing and for shipping, i don't get any money from this. If you wish, you can send me money nevertheless though if you feel like it lol. If you are broke, you can also download the file. Though i'd really appreciate if you bought the actual copy. U_U

Please support me! I'd be glad about promotion too! Thank you. ^__^

Kaleidoskop

Book details: Hardcover book €30.98 +4.99€ shipping (38.48$ +10.06$ shipping)

144 pages, 8.25" x 10.75" (about 21x27cm)

Get your copy or/and download the file!
I wouldn't recommend dl though, because the pfd file is probably too huge to open ._. my folder is also too big to upload at any sharing website.....mhh, maybe i can resize. To be updated.

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Namine

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Ano, even though i don't have anything to present, i can write something here and there.

Today i finished watching this jdrama. 1 litre of tears. Got it recommended many times lol, and i recommend watching too. Often read that one really cries that much while watching it xD. Well to be honest, first i thought it was very cheesy. Though it's close to life always, i first felt it was just a drama made for the sake of crying, made for emotional people.

I feel like it's not that easy to judge about this topic etc; i mean.....because you know, i thought, .............i thought....why make a jdrama on topic incurable disease? To make people feel pitiful? .__.

Step by step....probably it reached me somewhere xD. Uhm. The girl with the disease transmits a strange positive attitude towards life ne. I thought it was only a drama for crying, but it's also a drama for facing trouble and go straight forward @_@. In the end i held back my tears all the time ne, but it was difficult to do when the class sang the contest song for her, and when she passed away. But it's generally...not cheesy at all. Really. And i'm a piece of cold ice while watching it xD. *tried my best not to cry* i shed only one tear, i'm so proud xD; though my throuat still hurts lol

I know some of you are nurses ne. Joy, Imouto-chan, ....Take good care of the people ne. I'd probably never be a nurse because i never know what to say and what to do X_X. *helpless*

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internet

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utterly in love.........*dies*

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didn't post anything in a while but being online 24/7..........i'm sorry but i got really inactive, instead i cling to very few persons and talk to them whole day long x:

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didn't even draw/paint anything in a while, didn't try out clay, nothing......idk, feels a little bit like i fell into a strange dream~

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currently i lost every sense of time X_X.......

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lazy to search for a room in bremen......waiting for email which tells me i'm in.

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well i don't know the point of this all..........

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lately wanted to post about how it annoys me when people accuse god for some suffering and dont praise him when they see something nice; then realized i'm not really acceptable to talk about it because i'm making a fool out of god myself.......

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well......for your information, recently i'm just online for talking and watching jdrama XD. maybe i'll come back someday; with some art......for now, i only have these photos i made because i was bored.....

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Yes.....thsi weekend we traveled to Trier. Arashi germany first fanmeeting ever. Hai. We traveled by train. Aiba-chan joined us. I think the ticket collector liked Aiba-chan XD.

Well, i don't know what to write about the meeting. I think someday some film material should show up at the others' blogs. Maybe i'll link some video when there are some nice ones.

In fact.........i decided not to appear on the video in the last minute XD. *simply went out of the house and lay down on the bench* Gomen nasai........i'm sort of unsociable in the end. *hides*

Won't analyze my psyche now....actually everyone was nice and friendly. I was completely overwhelmed (by so much new people). And a little disappointed by the organization, but so what. Sorry to make trouble =_=...........i'm just stupid not a fangirl.

By the way, Aiba-chan has found a new home. Sery got him home XD. Take care of him..........oh and i'm stupid, i forgot to take photos of the uchiwa before they went to their owners. Hrrrm.

I also made some shots with my mobile (transporting Aiba-chan to the house XD), probably adding later.

Spross

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Lately i can't get no sleep for some reason. So i'm sick all day and can't eat either. The phenomenon occured since i have the new notebook, i wonder where is the connection lol;;;; whatsoever.....this night i could sleep again (probably for i changed the place of feet and head when lying in bed...). And i can eat. And i'm feeling well. Photosynthesis is possible too.

Yesterday i was even outside for a little less than 2 hours ^_^. Oh yeah i'm so proud. Post office......(sent away some documents....lalala for uni) Visited old places from elementary school times. There's a small hill at the school with a tree on top. There's a fence around the tree, and i tried sitting on the fence, balancing....i'm not free from giddiness. But it was nice. The guy taking a 1-minute-nap on a bench at the bottom of the hill probably didn't notice me. <3 Then i visited grandma's grave. The second time after the funeral over one year ago. I'm a shame.

I want to go rope-skipping and see-saw.

ps. gonna present the uchiwas later this week ^_^..........damn, wearing this ankle length shirt and walking around outside makes me feel like superman. Or Morita Shinobu Ä_Ä......wear some cape, it gives you confidence XD.

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Carina wantan luv

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Goofy jürgen

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Yah.....just made some stupid photos with my mom.....it doesnt really look chic, demo i'll wear this outfit instead of a princess dress at.....how do you call it.....graduation ball? this saturday. i hope i won't have to dance because i can't dance. never tried either.

ps. björk is in our local newspaper :D about icelandic concert with popular icelandic rock band protesting against aluminium factories......hmm i just lost the article. i cut it out, but where is it gone now?

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